I didn’t mean “droid” in literal means…I’m sure you know that. I got what you’re saying, it’s not unknown to me. I’ve known many, with different shit in their lives. Some extreme, some not so extreme. Some in the past, some in the present. And I’ve gone through a fair bit myself in so little time. I know some people are the way they are because of their past, childhood, etc…but there are also people being aware of what they’re doing (negatively, in this case) and wanting to change it, and those who don’t give a fuck and will continue it. Even if it’s a vengeful action, it still isn’t right. And those people don’t have my respect.

Don’t think I don’t try to talk to people or know different perspectives. I mean, why do I put this shit up and actually want people to discuss? But there are those who really are like “droids”. It’s good to try to know how other people are in depth, yeah, but so little people do that now. Personally, a lot of people from my life never tried to understand or ask. They assumed, so what did I do? I let them assume. If that’s what they think of me, I’ll be that way to them (only them), it’s what they expect. So I try not to do that to others, but so many times when I do try I get shut down. I want to give people benefit of a doubt, but it’s so damned hard when they slam you. I dunno if any of that made any sense.

I guess to me, a “droid” is (what I mentioned above) and someone who just doesn’t give a shit about their lives or how they’re living it. They just follow whatever others do to get by. I think I’m just dragging this on now. So I’ll leave it at that.